thing: an unposed self taken photo

i was laughing this is what i look like what i laugh people have said my laugh is evil and that i look malicious what do you think?

6/22/2012

i am thinking about deleting this blog again. i think it is too alt lity. if i delete this blog and all these images disappear forever (i deleted them on my computer when i was clearing out space in my internal drive), will these objects in the images become nonexistent to other people?
i care about those things, as ephemeral they are. and also entire day summaries and thought tracks are posted. and also i have been posted.
i feel like in a sense that will happen, and that notion frightens me, and makes me hesitant to delete this blog.

thing: video of me

6/14/2012

today i started applying to jobs again and also i read a lot and also i went shopping at the used book store and sent rachel's letter (finally) and it rained so the weather was nice and cool. i went out with some peers and it was weird there were so many people from my highschool and usually when i am with my peers i feel so disconnected from them as a whole, but today i felt i was one of them. i don't know why the change, but it was new and weird and i felt so young.

things: used books i've bought since i've last archived my library

i showed salvador by joan didion three times. the first time was the cover, the next two are immediately after and i show the back. i showed it twice because i love the picture and didn't think it was that visible the first time i showed it.

5/29/2012

i read a lot of the second sex today and while i had high hopes and standards for it it is still blowing my mind and also in school this boy had a nihilistic epiphany and realized mortality and was so sad and it was hilarious and then he was like "no, matt, you like don't understand" then i went thrift store shopping with karen and sara and then i ate out for dinner with karen and then i got home and showered i am typing with one hand because my other hand is holding my head up

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